Hit The Target (Cycle 1)

This is something serious and English. Many people want to know how I became a homosexual. Maybe afterall, I did not become a faggot. Just like in one of Lady Gaga's song, "I am born this way". Thanks to her, I am now reaching to the target wherein I can fully accept myself. And that's a good sign, right?

Many people debate whether this odd and strange feeling is something acquired, or genetic, or just like that. For me, all of those three came into picture, in my case. I don't know for others.

When I was young, my favorite toys are Happy Meals from McDonald's and statues of Jesus Christ, Mary, and Saints. (Really?!) Yes. That time, I wanted to be a priest just like my grand uncle. He is a Capuchin-Franciscan priest. I remembered that I used to have my kiddie-mass in our own home. And everyday my Happy Meals toys are joiners of my mass. That is quite stupid and odd but I feel special when my grandmother reminisces that scenario. 

But when I grow up a little bit, like Grade 6, I feel that I am different. I used to have crushes on boys while I am messing up with a girl. (I really like that girl, by the way, and she was from an all girls school. She became my girlfriend for few months.) I find those boys really cute. Her name is Clarissa and currently, she is now far gone in America. Lost of communication triggered more of me to find the other side of me, the feeling that I keep overlooking and not thinking well. 

I am from an all boys Catholic school. (Are you thinking? :>) All boys school is awesome and not boring. It's like "same stays together". We play soccer. Laugh to the teachers. And many more. They're like family to me. Until Grade 6, I met a guy named Alec. He is my batchmate and really smart. He is kind a-not-typical-nerd 'cause he is a swimmer, an athlete. When I see him in our hallways, I just implode in my self and look to him. (Ahh, that was embarrassing!) 

That was a busy year. Sapphire year of our school. And in that event, Acceleration process occurs. Me and Alec both passed the test to go straight to high school but my parents inhibited. They wanted me to take Grade 7. So, he went straight to high school and I was left in my new batch. 

Thanks for that! No distraction. I graduated as Grade 7's Gold Medalist. :)) 

Yey! High school time and I feel so busy that time. I belong to the creme or pilot class. And I saw Alec again. He was second year. He became more mature and hotter. Yikes! I bet he got a toned muscles. Hot! But I was so busy in my studies to think of that stuff. It was just in the back of my dirty and lustful mind. 

I just found myself so nerdy that time but I was happy 'cause I am receiving medals and recognitions. And he is too... A lot more that mine. :))

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Tune. There is Cycle 2.